Title: Interregnum III: Intersections (1/1) Author: Horatio E-mail: Horatio1013@aol.com Summary: Some feelings, like some bodies, don't always stay buried. Rating: PG Category: V, A, S, D WARNING: Scully/Doggett UST Spoilers: General season 8 up through The Gift. Takes place between The Gift and Medusa. Archive: Fine with me! Just let me know. Disclaimer: Characters from the X-Files are the property of Ten-Thirteen Productions and the Fox Television Network. No infringement is intended, and no money is being made from this endeavor. Notes: This story is part of a loosely-knit series of Doggett/Scully vignettes. While each stands alone for the most part, the stories make most sense if they are read in order. They represent a slightly altered emotional landscape of season 8, in which Scully and Doggett actually open up to each other a little bit. Acknowledgements: Mucho thanks to Amanda for her beta help with "Intersections," and to Meg for her invaluable technical assistance. INTERREGNUM III: INTERSECTIONS Fredericksburg, Virginia John Doggett looked at his watch as he stepped out of the police station. "Two a.m. How the hell did that take so long?" Scully fought back a yawn as they crossed to the parking lot. "I don't think they have much experience with unexplained phenomena." "Yeah, well, they're not the only ones." She almost smiled at him. "Oh, you're an old pro now, Agent Doggett." She doesn't know the half of it, he thought soberly. In the car, Scully settled into the passenger seat and closed her eyes, enjoying this new level of comfort with her partner. They seemed to have moved past the tension provoked by their acknowledgement of "personal feelings." Moved past it and, thankfully, buried it. It was over, done with, no more to be said. But more than that, Doggett's disputatious attitude on their previous case had seemed subdued this week. That business with the "little man" -- he had been so damn critical and bull-headed then. Today, in contrast, he had given her theories a fair hearing, had not belittled them. She wondered if something had happened to him recently to change his outlook. She sighed. She was too tired to figure it out. Doggett switched on the wipers against a drizzle. Their rhythmic swish-swish began to hypnotize him, and his eyelids drifted closed. He shook himself, gripping the steering wheel hard. He was a lot more tired than he thought. He tugged at the knot of his tie and glanced over at his passenger. Scully's head was tipped back against the headrest. Dozing, he thought enviously, and refocused his eyes onto the rain-splashed road ahead. His mind drifted to the previous weekend, to a rural community in Pennsylvania. Like the alternating glare and darkness of the oncoming headlights, images strobed before his eyes: the diseased face of a horribly suffering man; a cabin of firelight and shadows; a dank underworld; a nude woman in a rock mold; himself, bewildered and naked in that same chamber. Dead. Buried. And restored to life. Doggett gave his head an exasperated shake. In the many sleepless hours he'd spent since then trying to make sense of it, he still couldn't fit the experience into any reasonable framework. He would never understand it. One thing he did understand, though: Fox Mulder was a different man than he'd figured. A better one. John Doggett understood another thing, too. He had solved a puzzle that had been nagging him ever since he'd been assigned to find the missing agent. He finally had a sense of why Dana Scully loved the man. He darted a look sideways again, sighed, and rubbed a hand roughly over his face. * * * "Agent Scully." Scully started at Doggett's voice, and opened her eyes to find herself in front of her apartment building. "Oh!" Feeling sheepish for abandoning her partner to the rigors of driving, she turned to thank him, but was brought up short by his exhausted and hollow-eyed appearance. She was suddenly wide awake and filled with concern. "We haven't eaten since noon," she said. "Want to grab a bite before you head on home?" Doggett hesitated a second, then smiled gratefully. "I won't argue. I'm starvin'." She led the way, second thoughts crowding her brain about the advisability of inviting up to her apartment a man with personal feelings for her. She hoped he wouldn't misinterpret her simple gesture of kindness. Hanging her coat on the rack, she proceeded to the kitchen. Doggett shrugged out of his jacket and tossed it on the back of the sofa. "Want a hand?" "That's okay," Scully called from the kitchen. "Just make yourself comfortable." He muttered to himself, "Won't argue with that, either," and plopped heavily onto the sofa. Five minutes later Scully set a turkey sandwich and a 7-Up on the coffee table in front of him. She waved away his thanks and took her own snack over to her desk. "I want to check something on the computer." Doggett ate greedily while he listened to the patter of the keys. He wondered what she was "checking" on her computer. Probably just an excuse to keep the distance between them, he decided. They maintained the formalities as assiduously as ever. "Agent" Scully. "Agent" Doggett. As though that could make the feelings go away. Well, maybe it could make hers go away. . . Scully's voice broke into his thoughts. "You didn't argue with me as much as usual on this case, Agent Doggett." The can of soda paused halfway to his mouth, and he stared at her back. He was unaccustomed to such a playful tone from her. "Did you want me to, Agent Scully?" "No." She continued to look at the screen. "I was just wondering why, is all." Why? Because, he thought, getting a second chance at life changed everything. Because life was too short for sniping. And how could he argue with her far-out theories after what he'd experienced? After what he'd seen? The vision of Fox Mulder in the basement rose before his eyes, and dread crawled through his gut as it did every time he came to this point of his recollection. What *had* he seen? A hallucination? Or a ghost? Doggett didn't believe in ghosts, but when a man is missing going on three months, a man who was dying from a brain disease. . . He swallowed with difficulty and forced a casual reply. "I guess I'm just taking your advice and tryin' to keep an open mind." Scully nodded distractedly. Doggett pushed the apparition, and the dread, out of his mind and sank back into the cushions, feeling enormously tired. The sofa was so soft, the apartment so warm and comfortable. . . Scully continued to read the e-mail from the guys. Still no news. No UFO activity. No John Does fitting Mulder's description in any hospital in the United States. Or in the morgues. Thank God, she thought. She sighed and closed their message, then opened the one from her mother. Maggie wanted to take her daughter maternity shopping. Scully frowned. It was too soon. She saved the mail for a later reply, and rested her chin on her hand wearily. Suddenly it occurred to her that her guest was very quiet. "How's the sandwich, Agent Doggett?" she asked, twisting around in her chair. John Doggett had slid sideways on the sofa till his head rested on the sofa arm. He was softly snoring. Nonplussed, Scully sat for a moment, considering the situation. Should she wake him, or let him be? She crossed the room to where Doggett lay slumbering. He must have been keeping longer hours than he'd let on. "What have you been doing, John?" she whispered. His plate was empty but for a few crumbs. Her mouth curved slightly. He had inhaled his food. It must be a man thing, she thought. Mulder was the same way. A pang of sadness pierced her. She sat down on the coffee table and gingerly removed the crust of bread still clutched in the man's hand, laying it on his plate. She took the moment to study him, a luxury she couldn't allow herself ordinarily. His was a handsome face, which looked younger in sleep than it did awake. The lines that so often creased his brow were smoothed, revealing a gentleness usually hidden. She watched his chest rise and fall rhythmically under his dress shirt. Her eyes wandered to his throat where he had unbuttoned his collar and loosened his tie; to his wrists, where pale hairs peeked out from his cuffs; to the strong, tapered fingers; to the muscular thighs in the black suit pants. . . She stood up quickly, blushing hotly at her voyeurism. Taking the afghan that was draped over the overstuffed chair, she laid it gently over the sleeping man. "Good night, Doggett," she murmured, and escaped down the hall to her room. * * * Scully awoke from a dreamless sleep, a rare blessing these days. She drifted in a drowsy reverie, only slightly disturbed by morning nausea. A glance at the clock told her she had overslept. For a moment she wondered why she had forgotten to set the alarm. Then she remembered the late night at a Virginia police station. And she remembered something else. With a start, she bolted up in bed. John Doggett was asleep in her living room. Or was he? Perhaps he had woken and departed in the night. She threw on her robe and tiptoed down the hall. He was still there, sprawled under the afghan just as she'd left him. Scully sighed, and padded softly into the kitchen. The clattering of dishes woke Doggett, and his sleep- drugged brain concluded that he had dozed off momentarily and Scully was cleaning up their sandwich dishes. Then he felt a blanket atop him. And sunlight. His eyes flew open. God almighty! He'd slept all night in her apartment. What a dumbass thing to do! He sat up stiffly, massaging a kink in his neck. Pulling himself to his feet, he stumbled toward the sound of the dishes, halting at the kitchen doorway. Scully was puttering at the counter, her back to him. Her white terry- cloth robe and red hair made a brilliant contrast in the morning sunshine, and drew a smile from him. Suddenly she turned, and jumped at the sight of him standing there. Her hand flew up to pull her robe closed at her neck. Doggett waved his hand in the direction of the living room. "Um. . . sorry about that." He looked thoroughly chagrined, and Scully had to suppress a smile as she took him in, hair sticking up at amusing angles, tie askew. "It's all right. You obviously needed the rest. Sleep okay?" "Yeah, except for a stiff neck." He turned and twisted his head. "Uh, mind if I use your . . .?" "Sure. Down the hall on the right." Upon his return from the bathroom, Doggett rounded the doorway too fast and collided with his hostess. Hurriedly Scully stepped away, but not before she breathed in the fresh scent of soap. She noticed too that he had combed his hair and removed his tie. Hiding her discomfiture behind a fall of hair, she moved to the counter. "Coffee?" "You don't have to." "It's already made," she said, and held a mug out to him. "It's decaf, though." I should get out of here, he thought. He took the cup from her hand. "No problem. Thanks." Scully poured herself a cup and motioned to the table. As they sat she noticed abstractedly that the afghan was folded in a neat square on the sofa. The gesture touched her inexplicably. She lifted the cup to her lips and peered at her guest over it. "You've been working too hard, Agent Doggett. When's the last time you got some sleep?" "I don't know. Couple days, I guess. I get kind of obsessive sometimes." "I noticed." Scully sipped her coffee. "You come in on the weekends, too, don't you?" His eyebrows rose. "How'd you know?" She shrugged. "Little things. Things in different places than where I saw them on Friday night." Damn, but she was observant. "I told you I was a bit of a workaholic." "I understand obsession. But our cases haven't required that much work." He was still, and avoided her eyes. Scully was debating whether to press him on it and had decided it wasn't her place, when he spoke. "I've been trying to find leads on Mulder's whereabouts." Her fingers played with her mug while she considered this. He went on, "I know you think he's on a spaceship somewhere and that I'm wastin' my time. But it's something I've gotta do." She nodded, understanding. "You'd tell me, wouldn't you..." "Tell you what?" "If you learned anything?" Mulder's apparition rose in his memory again, and dread once more coiled in his intestines. He looked at that warm, sad, intelligent face. What if all she ended up with after all this time was a cold, dead body? Just as had happened with him? "Of course," he answered. "And you haven't found anything." "I haven't found anything." She gave him a wan smile. "Thank you for trying, at least." They drank their coffee. Somewhere Doggett could hear a clock ticking, telling him he should go. He put his cup down, but she began again. "You shouldn't overextend yourself. I know the cost of sleep deprivation, medically. Slowed reflexes, impaired judgment, delayed response time. . ." She's talking like a textbook again, he thought. Her emotion-avoidance response. Only she wasn't talking about Mulder now. At that thought an electric charge coursed over his skin. ". . . things that can get you hurt." Scully fingered her mug nervously, her eyes downcast, her long eyelashes dark against her cheek. She had forgotten to hold her robe closed, and Doggett's eyes were drawn to the triangle of pale skin revealed, and to the shadowed depths between her breasts. He felt a tide of desire pull at him, and cursed silently. Scully looked up into that flinty, forthright face. She liked him so very much. The ache of loss throbbed again. "If I lost you, too. . ." She hadn't meant to say it, but the thought had fluttered forth on her breath, and she flushed in embarrassment when she saw the intense look that her words had provoked. Scully felt herself flailing. She pushed back her chair abruptly and stood. "Look--" Doggett rose too, and Scully found herself an inch from his collar. She moved to step away, but he laid a hand gently on her arm. "Wait." She halted at his soft command. He felt the warmth of her flesh through the thick cotton material, and the stirrings inside him snowballed. Her hair brushed his chin, and he breathed in an intoxicatingly sweet smell. This should not be happening, he told himself. But it was. And he didn't have the will to stop it. Scully made no resistance to the pressure on her arm. He was close, so close. She felt his breath on her forehead. She could smell him, a combination of soap and night sweat, and trembled. She became absorbed in studying the hue of his shirt. Mulder liked blue shirts, too, the thought flashed across her mind. She stared at the broad chest before her, her breath accelerating, and felt the hormones crash over her in a wave. She risked turning her head up to look at his face, and wished she hadn't. The look in his eyes rocked her. He was tense with desire and straining for control. She didn't know if she would be able to help him. Doggett felt himself falling into the sky of her eyes. When those eyes dipped down, he experienced a pang of disappointment . . . until he realized that her gaze was now resting on his lips. And with that he lost it. He closed the space between them quickly. Scully's first and last thought as his lips met hers was: This is a different man. No years of patient waiting, no infinitely gradual movement. Just direct, decisive, no- nonsense. Like the man himself. After that, all thoughts fled. Doggett noted with astonishment that she didn't pull away, but leaned into him. Her mouth was warm and wet, and opened to him like a flower at sunrise. He felt her hand snaking around his back, pulling him closer, and his blood went south in a rush. This should not be happening, he repeated to himself as he wrapped his arms around her body. Scully was drowning, there was no breath left in her. The mingling of loneliness, loss, heartache, need, affection, and desire formed a potent concoction. With wonder she felt the ridges of Doggett's spine, the firm muscles of his back, the warm skin of his neck. Her lips and tongue tasted him hungrily. Her brain had shut down, and she was nothing but sensation. Warmth. Pressure. Feeling. Holding. Kissing. Taking. Giving. Doggett's hand slid down, down low, and he pulled her more tightly against him. Scully melted into his body, turning to hot liquid at the feel of him pressing against her abdomen. Her abdomen. The baby. Had she completely lost her mind? In a panic she broke the kiss and pushed her palms against his chest. He loosed his hold on her, and she backed from his embrace. Doggett saw her through a haze as he struggled to control his ragged breathing: her hair disheveled, her lips red and swollen, two pink spots burning on her cheeks. She was incomprehensibly beautiful. "I'm sorry," he rasped. "I shouldn't have--" "No." She gulped air. "I . . . I . . . there's a lot going on with me right now. I'm having a little trouble sorting things out." He nodded, and tried to bring his breathing back to normal, cursing his lack of self-control. He had no right to do this to her. She was too vulnerable right now. Scully gripped the chair back for support. Her brain was thick and dull with the effort to make sense of what had just happened. This was an unexplained phenomenon beyond her powers of understanding. "I should go," Doggett was saying, startling her out of her daze. Immoblized, Scully watched him move to the living room. She watched him retrieve his jacket from the sofa. Watched him put it on, watched him step to the door. He was going to leave, and everything was a mess. But she was dumb, and had no words to call him back. His gaze caught hers, and Scully watched it shift to the side, then back again. He's thinking, her brain told her. That's what he does when he's thinking. Doggett stood there with his hand on the knob. He had to leave, they had to stop this now. But he didn't want her to think. . . He tried to take the measure of her, standing there watching him. And was surprised at what he saw in her eyes. Before Scully could process what was happening he was standing before her, and her heart -- she would remember this later with disbelief -- actually leapt in her breast. "You'll be all right?" he asked in his deep rumble. Her own voice was unsteady. "I think so." He nodded almost imperceptibly and, reaching up, tucked a stray lock of hair behind her ear. The tenderness of the gesture made her feel strong and weak all at once. "We'll talk later," he said. Talk? They were going to *talk* about this? Her mind reeled. "Yes," she whispered. Then there was a blur of dark suit, and the sound of the door closing. Scully dropped heavily into the chair and lowered her face to her hands. But the tears she expected did not come. End Feedback is gratefully appreciated at Horatio1013@aol.com . 1